So tiresome to be human sometimes.

It is painful when 2 people with good intentions end up with a dispute, one with no obvious compromise. On the other hand, there are also people that you offend unwittingly, who have an unfavorable opinion towards you, and regard you with cold civility, forced speech and prefer to leave the silence hanging. Such individuals I am much less bothered about and even more less inclined to carry out amendment, but the former deserves a great amount of considerations.

Sleeplessness occurs to anyone, even the greedy sleeper. I think it happens because when darkness consumes you, the mind either eases into rest or begins to reflect about the day. Last night I was upset, over an episode that I feel is significant enough for me to think through repeatedly. I wonder if it makes sense to coax youself into not performing an act that you believe would benefit another person who protests otherwise.

Nonethless I am wide awake now, an alive mind gives me unflagging energy. I am still contemplative but less unhappy, and I'm looking forward to a merry lunch with Ashlyn and Christine!