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I write because I talk, excessively.
My favourite smell is skin.
I am a homebody.

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“We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love.”


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8:21 PM
Sunday, August 31, 2008
breath fogged up the glass
Because I have been feeling very happy and content, I tried to find a photo to express it, but all I found was... this:

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!!! The ugliness. But if I look ugly being happy I am perfectly fine with that.

and... when I said my jawline is disappearing... it happened.

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and... Chan I won't leave you out.

#1

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#2

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Ew.

and Dah I hate your card so badly!!!

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12:09 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2008
****
Me: Do you know what a maxi dress is?
Shyan: No.
Me: It reaches the ankle.
Shyan: Short people cannot wear.
Me: I am short. What if I wore it and walked beside you.
Shyan: I would disown you.
Me: Really! I din't know you were that type. You said you don't care what I wear.
Shyan: I would cut it.
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10:53 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008
why am i always a frog
Rob says:
hey keren!
karen says:
aye
karen says:
wassup
Rob says:
keren
karen says:
wart
Rob says:
sounds like a frog
Rob says:
kermit the frog

....

Just came back from Comex. Which was sooo crowded, and quite stupidly I had bought donuts beforehand so I had to work through the crowd with the Orange box. But today I did not mind the people and the squeezing too much because I was in a generally cheery mood.

Anyway I had a nice birthday dinner with the girls on Monday! I had Hotate Cheese Udon for the 2nd time in 3 days, the CREAM THE CHEESE oh gawd. I am swearing off that forever. eeLeen passed me my Reeses which Jamie had brought back for me and it has kept me happy everyday till today, and one piece is now lying in Shyan's fridge. Also, I have nail polish in his bag. Gah.

And then those days spent in school, they are kind of forgotten.

Yesterday Claire and I went to PS after school, spent all the time in 1 shop, and by 5 we were so exhausted, we took the train to Marina Bay so we could get seats and we concussed on the ride home.

Speaking of which I am very tired now too. Shall sleep byebyebyebye and...

I LOVE GOOD COMPANY.
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5:46 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
flyby
I cannot remember well enough what happened this week. It started off terribly but ended off so well! :) Thursday was my birthday and my handphone filled up with cute happy birthday messages. In the morning I had school. Sam came to visit and we sat at the Central Forum with Nat Naomin Felicia, munching on Prata Sausages and milo from the MagicMiloVan. It is one of the best things from my childhood. Then I met Yongneng for lunch and I had the most suspiciously shitty tasting Ginseng Chicken ever. We bought ingredients from 2 supermarkets and trooped over to his place to bake chocolate cheesecake. Which was.... damn rich and aweseome and yummy! He is really good at this. Must learn from him. I was pleasantly shocked cuz his sister got me flowers! One lovely stalk, I was so pleased. At 5-ish I went home and stayed in bed for an hour before going to PS where I spent a good half hour searching for cards. Dinner was with Chengwei and Shyan at Astons and I tucked in heartily to my favourite steak. I ended the night repeating the same conversation countless times with Shyan while watching buses pass us by. Just some 15 minutes after 12a.m, i received a sms with great news! :) Such has kept my heart warm till now.

On friday I changed my mind about the fireworks festival, kept home by the Olympics. Felicia and I love Wangnan and FengTianWei to bits and pieces.

Saturday I met sexy Yogi for the very last time before she leaves. She came in a Kotex like printed top but still so pretty. We ate donuts and I got perturbed over Donuts Vs Doughnuts. I will miss her. At 6 I went to meet Peng for dinner at Waraku, where we talked about Christians, Dogs, 7th Senses, Aliens and The Worst Thing We Have Ever Done. After dinner I tried very hard to find the Aldo earrings I wanted but... failed. Got home to talk on msn to favourite people =). I have found the perfect emoticon that is the epitome of me.

Today! sucked. I went lunchless and walked 20 minutes in the rain. The raindrops were HUGE. Am home now safe and happy, but tired and very very hungry. I anticipate a good dinner though, I can smell the lotus soup now. Before that I shall be contented with soya bean!
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12:40 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
=)
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12:14 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
luxxy lusty
I have liked this for ages!























So chio please.

Also I am drowning in songs and Moonlight Resonance. And Kinder Bueno because I miss Ashlyn.
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6:57 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
2
The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's to hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along
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6:46 PM

beep, meep!
I hate today.
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1:52 AM
Friday, August 15, 2008
stranger still
Because tutorials have yet to commence school has been rather good. On monday Nat and I started the week with Singapore Film lecture, where we discovered our commmon interest in TC ,< :) >, after which we marched off to Bugis to buy her camera charger. I headed to Vivo to buy first row tickets for Money No Enough 2 with Shyan, and since I don't understand dialect the movie was half as entertaining. Tuesday I attended Finance lecture with my Class V friends. It all felt very familar again, which was comforting because despite the long break we are still the same. I have forgotten what happened to the middle of the day, but it rained and the weather was so lovely I had dinner with Yong Neng at the park. Wednesday I went to Chengwei's house to watch him make lasagna, ending the night at Pasta Mania with Yongneng. Thursday I was late for school, but we had a very nice lady for Bizcom, someone Nat described as engaging and I really have to agree. Funny because all 18 of us were girls, and to enter an all girls classroom in university is somewhat awkward. In the afternoon Melvin and I went to the Botanic Gardens where we trapped a bee in a coke can, spit into camera lens, spotted black ducklings and black swans. I took so many buses I got abit sick.


The little things do matter, because they can be subconscious and honest. These things seep into my consciousness stealthily. They can make my heart warm and fuzzy, but they also disappoint. Sometimes it gets overwhelming. It doesnt't seem wise to expect such things, because when they don't happen, there isn't much that can be done about it. Not that anything is wrong though.

I always get disturbed because my blog doesn't reflect the date, and dates are important. It is 15th august, 1.52 a.m.

Sleeeep! :)Stupid nat sent me an email with 12 balloting slots because she is off to KL but guess what she din't tell me her username and password.
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10:00 AM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
..
peng says: oh where're you going?
karen says: watch drama w mom
peng says: haha alright
peng says: later then
karen says: its called when a dog loves a cat
peng says: i think you told me before
peng says: what if a cat loves a rat
peng says: then the dog hates the rat
karen says: ....
peng says: hahaha
peng says: bye
karen says: maybe cats love dogs but dogs love rats so cats eat rats
karen says: read that aloud
peng says: haha
peng says: you are nuts
peng says: fat cats ate rats
karen says: ..
peng says: what about a gnat
peng says: wearing a hat
peng says: dont fret
peng says: give yourself a pat
peng says: lie on the mat
peng says: resolve this little spat
karen says: i hope your fingers drop off
peng says: haha dont hate me
peng says: go watch your animal planet drama
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10:23 PM
Saturday, August 09, 2008
on the other side of the world
Beijing Olympics opening ceremony was so pretty!



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Now that shes back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that theres time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that shes back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that theres time to grow, hey, hey

Now that shes back in the atmosphere
Im afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way
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1:38 AM

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10:49 AM
Friday, August 08, 2008
piece of me
it is the morning of a pretty day. 080808. I like the number 8. I think that people always like the number of their birthday month.

Much of the week before school starts has been spent being a homebody. In the day I watch some Moonlight Resonance, which is really very good, with my mother, and at night I settle into bed with my laptop typing furiously, talking to friends on MSN. In my idle time I think about everything and nothing. It's funny how the brain is so disorganised and hyperactive. I think about my relationships with various people, how my chemistry with each person is unique, how everyone has different answers to the same question I shoot at them, how they have different opinions of me when I am the same, how some easy things seem so difficult.
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12:12 AM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
is it all
Yesterday we had a very very belated celebration for Xuyun but it was nonetheless a nice night out! They had Japanese food at Tampopo, afterwhich we sat by the river watching caged people getting flung around in the air. The night ended with 8 plates of dessert at Ma Maison and we went home to the nightmare of bidding.

So unless my appeal for Acc2002 is successful, I will be taking these modules for the semester.

- Macro and International Econs
- Business Communications
- Finance
- Understanding the Universe
- Singapore Film

I met Shyan for a dinner today and we had yummy beef and tendons and foamy bubble tea. Our meetup point that I was ordered to was... National Library photography section -.-.

There are some expectations that are so basic and so fundamental that they shouldn't be spoken about and requested for. Besides, when you receive something because you asked for it, the essence is gone and you don't quite feel good about it anymore. In any case, it still matters very much.But trust me I feel guilty for even being bothered.
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12:08 AM

what is this
karen says:
i cannnot imagine emailing u now
peng says:
haha why?
peng says:
i write a mean email k
peng says:
i will write you an email soon
karen says:
HAHA
karen says:
ok i will wait for it
peng says:
hahaha
karen says:
are u really gg to email me..-.-
peng says:
haha yes!
karen says:
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
karen says:
okay
karen says:
eeeeeeeeee




karen says:
BYE
peng says:
haha nite
karen says:
EH
karen says:
ok
karen says:
bye
peng says:
night i mean
peng says:
bye
peng says:
wtf
peng says:
bye
karen says:
wad
peng says:
what nite
karen says:
wad?
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11:59 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
did u know...
Damon: 'Did you know, about 10 years ago, 3 days before your birthday, on 18th august, it was supposed to be armageddon? I remember that night I forced myself to sleep early, so that if the world explodes at night, at least I won't have to live through it.'
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11:13 AM
Monday, August 04, 2008
the brainkiller
karen says:
omg i still damn loser
karen says:
i hate me
fairuz says:
HAHAHAHA DONT
fairuz says:
i love you
fairuz says:
for being like that hahaha
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9:03 PM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
*****
I.AM.SO.DAMN.TIRED.
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8:55 PM

champagne supernova
I feel tired thinking about the next few days.
And how am I going to condition myself to go back to school?

Ash messaged me today. Yes we shall grow old together! :) We will still hold hands and walk aimlessly and listen to iPods and have long phonecalls and talk about friends, boys, horoscopes even when our hairs have greyed, skin wrinkled and grins turned toothless. <3
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12:58 AM

good times will come for you
Had a nice day at Bugis with Dah eeLeen and Xinhui. They gave me 4 presents from the world with a common green theme :) We ate chicken and Ah Chew dessert, had mindless playful banters, found cheap manicures, bought silly candies that crumbled at my touch or had hidden marshmallow bits, and lamented about the last of our holidays. Holidays always end too soon.

I am back from sushi buffet with Shyan and Chengwei. Still taste some rawness in my mouth. It's one of those days where I get tickled easily by little things, so I laughed till I sweat and the body released happy chemicals. On the other hand poor Shyan has been rather down on luck and that feeling really sucks. We all go through periods when everything seems to go wrong and against you for no particular reason at all. It becomes difficult to smile or laugh, tired, helpless and resigned. But such phases do pass and good things come rolling.



Sing a sad song
In a lonely place
Try to put a word in for me
It's been so long
Since I found this place
You better put in two or three
We as people, are just walking 'round
Our heads are firmly fixed in the ground
What we don't see
Well it can't be real
What we don't touch we cannot feel


Where we're living in this town
The sun is coming up and it's going down
But it's all just the same at the end of the day
And we cheat and we lie
Nobody says it's wrong
So we don't ask why
Cause it's all just the same at the end of the day
We're throwing it all away
We're throwing it all away
We're throwing it all away at the end of the day

If you need it
Something I can give
I know I'd help you if I can
If your honest and you say that you did
You know that I would give you my hand
Or a sad song
In a lonely place
I'll try to put a word in for you
Need a shoulder? well if that's the case
You know there's nothing I wouldn't do

Where we're living in this town
The sun is coming up and it's going down
But it's all just the same at the end of the day
When we cheat and we lie
Nobody says it's wrong
So we don't ask why
Cause it's all just the same at the end of the day

Don't throw it all away
Don't throw it all away
Don't throw it all away
Don't throw it all away
Throwing it all away
Throwing it all away
Throwing it all away

Throwing it all away
Throwing it all away
You're throwing it all away at the end of the day