I don't know whether I want to spend time with myself and clear my head or whether to seek the company of friends who are loveliness so I shall do both go gym alone and then join the dah eeleen chan who are going to be too full to walk because they are having steamboat buffet which I refuse to have because my family has steamboats so often I think i have steamboats more than porridge.

Can I eat chocolate ice cream before going to gym? I hope I don't vomit and die. Right outside the door of the gym there is a weighing scale which is probably the most irritating thing that could ever happen but it has been there since forever I don't know why. I am going to stomp on it and kick it later so it gets spoilt and then complain to the management office why they leave a spoilt weighing machine there hehehehhe k byebye

Woke up to quite a shitty morning. I don't know if the morning was shitty/ is shitty or if it's just me. All I know is that all morning I have yet to smile. Breakfast was tasteless and all the songs sound wrong.

Therefore I am going to the gym to..... cycle like ah ma and jogwalk on the treadmill staring at neighbours swim.

The happiest thing that happened to me yesterday was listening to Ashlyn's voice on the phone even though we got cut off at least 5 times since I was on the train. My hair was plastered against my face from trying hard to hear what she was saying but the heart, it was comforted and warm. She screamed at me even though she was sleeping and oh my what a terrible wail that was.


Had korean food at Togi with Damon, who was nice enough to send me from Katong to Bishan to meet Chengwei and Shyan for Hk Cafe and Toast Box and a little lightheadedness. Slept late and woke up some 6 hours later to this shittiness I feel.

I think I am meeting Dah eeLeen and chan later and they will take the shittiness away I know.

listen to my head
listen to my head
listen to my head


In less than 48hours I will get to see Ashlyn's face. The excitement is madness.

I want to keep in my memory the words i heard close to 3 am last night.

So I can't help but feel a little unlucky but I can deal with it. It's almost 230! I need sleep.

my msn nick: u may read your french now
ash's msn nick: she's a fluffy cloud

karen says:
u dun nehneh me with the nick
wot is bry says:
i neh nehneh u ok

I am revived.

I woke up cheery excited happy delighted satisfied warm to a pretty morning sky and hot chocolate and then it... rained.

Grr.

On my brother's birthday we watched Atonement on dvd. I enjoyed the movie but it wasn't quite appropriate to the happiness of a birthday. So Cecilia Tallis's " Come back, come back to me" and Robbie Turner's "The story will resume" is quite stuck in my mind.

Meeting Yogi was great because we have the same brain same heart and even same taste and we spent time getting chirpy over florals and pearls. We also ate the same food. And we chose a present together thank you thank you we shall get our pearls soon.

Over the weekend I celebrated Shyan's birthday a total of 3 times at Chomp Chomp Friday, Timbre Saturday and Hk Cafe Sunday. His birthday saw him bursting with happiness because he was induced to eat tissue to perform a magic trick, pluck leg hair which is nourished with conditioner and he was beaming and glowing and used the word heartwarm excessively.

I am off to bathe!

I haven't been blogging because I am like a cloud.

I cannot explain how many accidents I have had already because I cannot feel myself.

Ashlyn! I wait for you to come back happy and fat.

omg my blog post just got deleted.

Monday was dimsum buffet with Dah eeleen Alyssa and Shyan with siew mai har gao cheong fun lovely double-boiled lotus soup stinky jellyfish and lousy service which secretly humoured me while I observed my friends' reactions. eeLeen left, weak from the eating, for her OG and we went shopping while Shyan attended his dance class, learning the choreograpy to 2manshow. Over yin yangs and Milo Dinosaurs at HongKong cafe we gaped at Ericia Lee and her boyfriend, unanimously agreeing that they were very hot.

I am back from two movies and a salty tongue. Kungfu Panda was actually pretty endearing and Po has a wonderful collection of facial expressions which are funny. We had lagsana and carbonara for dinner but my lagsana was too salty so we exchanged plates. His plate was peppered with whatever he could find though and i could only taste Tobasco. We then had wonderfully happy Black Cows at Hongkong cafe. I love Black Cow and the magic foam. " Where did my ice cream go?" -.-

Bumped into Xavier and we watched Don't Mess with the Zohan, which was ridiculously hilarious. Must watch.

Have been listening to this all day:

Keep smilin'
Keep shinin'

Knowin' you can always count on me
for sure
that's what friends are for


For Good Times And bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for


=)

It's 320 am omg even if I am in love with life I should not have insomnia like this.

In the day we had boardgames at minds cafe with Eunice Weilin Melvin Qishan, where I think I got bored stiff playing Scrabble Saboteur and slam-the-bell-so-loud-it-doesnt-ring games. I was dying to lose so I could focus on the food and fiddle with with the phone and camera.

In July, it's going to be half a year for these 2:






Dinner was with Shyan again and I satisfied my stomach with bubble tea, Aijisen ramen, Yakun nai cha eggs kaya butter toast and strawberry yoghurt. Anyway cannot take photos of him because photographers always refuse to be photographed. Not that I din't manage to snap a few =D. But really look very comical so i keep in my scary little personal collection =).

I miss Cheyenne from the wedding!

Because I have been aaaahhing over things, because I am easily moved and inspired, and because the heart is often warm, I know I am living in happiness.

Over breakfast I was wondering if I woke up thinking of the worst things or the best of the day, and I realised I spend my mornings dreaming with my hot Milo. I love Milo! It is how I begin and end every single day of my wonderful break.

Everyone's loving Regina Spektor's The Call! I honestly think that the song was the best part of Narnia.

Sex and the City was awesome. I watched it with eeLeen Dahniela Shyan and ahhhh heart very very warm =).

Steal from Eunice:

Today we had lunch at Ashton's, which was followed by Perfect Match / Black Cow at Hong Kong Cafe ( Lo! ), Gelato ice cream, Swissbake pastries, Ya Kun Toast, New York New York, and Sweet talk bubble tea.

Dahniela and I conquered 7 meals together today. ~ Until I really have no more jawline.

I caught Narnia, Prince Caspian, with Chengwei, Shyan, and his friend Jason. Why are cinemas always so cold? I think The Call is a very beautiful song, I have been playing it on loop.

And I have also finally made my way down to Punggol, in search of Matilda House, Lalang field and Punggol Beach. Extremely boring! Then Melvin and I had dinner at Chomp Chomp where i ate the exact same thing as the day before, but I was equally happy. But when Dahniela brought up the prospect of Chomp CHomp today I nearly puked. Melvin attempted to teach me night photography at Esplanade but I think that's boring too.

Museum with Shyan was fun. Although I left without new knowledge, I really love quiet places, even if I make noise in these places. On thurs Claire shall join us. I haven't seen Clairy in awhile.=)

This is lousy blogging. Nevermind.

ASH WILL BE BACK IN 17 DAYS.



me: i think my bf wil be ugly
me: but he will have good character
me: u ok with tt right
Ashlyn: ya i ok
Ashlyn: last time dunno who taught us in sec two
Ashlyn" that when u put ur palms facing upwards side by side
me: YA
me: THE CHINESE TCHER
Ashlyn: gorrect
me: MINE IS UGLY
Ashlyn: yours was as straight as ruler
me: hahaha
me: lidt hor
me: nobody want to be my husband
me: means admit he ugly leh



** ( when u put your 2 palms together, the line tt joins the 2 palms: the more upwards curved it is, the more handsome the husband )

My MSN personal message: where are you ashlyn.
Ash's personal message: zai zhe li.

We have been luring each other on msn as such recently. Very effective. Although our msn conversations are getting increasingly half hearted and we also forget to skype.

Ash: karen do u feel like u have alot of love but u have no one to give it to
Ash: I know why I ask this question already
Ash: Because I am studying reproductive system
Me: No
Me: My heart is ice.

On facebook:

Ash: I want babies!

Wow I don't know what I am blogging about.

WHY ARE SOME GIRLS SO NARROW-MINDED OMGGGGG

Museum with Shyan. After which we had birthday dinner for chengwei. I have no time for words! later.~~