Even though I haven't touched my camera for agessss, these are soo cute!! I love leicas and rolleiflexs, and... these look so awesome!

Shyan won the theme 'Dreams' for the Canon Photomarathon! :)

I spent the day travelling Singapore filming for my film project and STARING at the marathon participants in somesort of mild jealousy. The entire day I smsed my friends my silly ideas just so I could involve myself. In the afternoon I also joined Eunice and Melvin briefly. Eunice's Peel Fresh photo made it to TheBoard!

Let me copy this from her blog:

met karen halfway! hahah her CHANGE idea won some person 2nd prize. if she joined i believe she will win too but her singapore film more important haha 12 storeys saga

I am disgusting because I am thrilled that the somebody had the same idea and got a prize... although... I AM SURE EVERYONE HAD THE SAME IDEA LA.

Also, yesterday I...ate stingray twice. DAMN HAPPY. With CrystalJade Prawnpaste chicken wing, Laopasat Satay, Oyster Omlette, Coconut juice, STINGRAY, before I proceeded to Chompchomp with cw for MORE STING RAY, MORE CHICKEN WINGS DRIPPING LIME JUICE, carrotcake and the quintessential sugarcane. We ended the day having 2 cups of Haato's ice cream each, faces warmed by the candle light while furiously messaging Shyan over his win.Hearts were very warm for him! :)

Byeeee

Sees Dad walking around with a shirt draped on his back:

Me: Are you Superman?
Dad: No, I am a Super Old Man.

-.-

why have i been reduced to the mundanity of typing out excel sheets for my dad in return for dimsum lunch???

Attempted resolution ====> termination.

“You don’t know what love is
Until you’ve learned the meaning of the blues
Until you’ve loved a love you’ve had to lose
You don’t know what love is”

–Chet Baker

Cecilia Talli: " Come back, come back to me"
Robbie Turner: " The story will resume"

I haven't been on facebook sooo long that I just got sucked in for an hour attempting to catch up. Disgusting. I'm going to bathe with Esem Tan. Esem Tan is the name of my washing lotion and i hate it because it is... GREEN.

and minu, seriously what are you singing! Don't trust men?? What? And please don't wear that white huge drapy jumper that says I love you all over and dance in it like you have lotsss of loose skin! But I still love you la <3

Finally, my head is cleared.

=)

Damnit nobody can be more foolish than me. urgh. Okay, no more no more NO MORE.

I tell myself, this is a stage. This IS a stage It is the pit-bottom. It is good to break up a process into stages, because it makes the target seemingly more attainable, more reachable. All I have to do is graduate from one stage to the next, and these baby steps will eventually lead me to... letting go.

Thank you. You are actually being really sweet and patient about this.

dear ashlyn, what's this i see on your blog?

Lately someone has taken a stronghold on she,
and she cannot escape he!

For all his oddity and sweetness,
She loves him no more no less.

-anon

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In my thievery ways let me also steal this from Christine:




















Shall now proceed to go shopping with mommy ( haha bluff peng ).

karen says:
i am free la but i wan to stay home
karen says:
haha
peng says:
wa lao ok
karen says:
aiya!
karen says:
i like to stay home la
karen says:
maybe nex wk k?
peng says:
haha next week i will not be able to eat solid food
karen says:
WHY
peng says:
i am going to grow 100 years older suddenly
karen says:
er
karen says:
why sound familiar
karen says:
y
peng says:
haha
peng says:
pluck wisdom teeth



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karen says:
i am easily amused
karen says:
its nt tt u are funny anyway
peng says:
I AM OK
karen says:
petty girl
peng says:
i am not petty
peng says:
i am not a girl
karen says:
narrow-minded woman
peng says:
ha!
peng says:
synonyms dont work


beeeeeeeeeep. finance paper was, as a classmate says, 'ruthless'. Did not prepare for it and am therefore not in a position to comment. Very simply put I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO.

In the aftermath of 8-10pm paper, I am awfully starved, MUST eat, NOW And then er, continue pretending to be strong and nonchalant i.e pretending that nothing is going on in that heart of mine which, given an inch, will go a mile.

So I get tricked into thinking the pain has subsided but no, it comes back with a vengeance, the intensity increased manifold! The ferocity of these attacks frightens me. Such feelings cannot easily take the form of words. I don't want to bother you with any of this, because you are remarkably strong and firm, and the last thing I want is to put our consequent friendship at stake; I cannot afford to lose it. When we are to meet again, I hope we may still maintain an amiable deposition and slip into silly, mindless banter, minus the awkwardness. The most consoling thought, though I would barely consider it effective, is that time is promised to heal. I have never wished so badly, that time could fly by. Although I distinctly remember telling Dahniela the other day that I like time to pass by slowly just so I could feel younger for a longer period.

I am most certainly sorry that things turned out this way. It still disturbs me, how it is the best, for now. Why am i not convinced? How can something be the only solution when I am suspicious? I would say that sincerity exists between us. I am always careful of making such statements, because afterall, I don't crawl in your head, but I definitely feel it strongly enough. At the end of the day, there is nothing I value more than sincerity, which explains why I would have liked to disregard or overcome our differences. I din't want to give up. I am not saying it is easy to make it work, but it is not impossible. I have always wanted to tell you a little story, to justify why I am so pertinacious and particular of being happily in love, but perhaps it is no longer apt or adequate.

Honestly I see alot of goodness in you, heart and mind, that is what sets you apart. I daresay I am weird but you understand me. There is immense comfort in such a discovery of a soulmate. I want to keep you with me, friend or lover! I have said more than my piece. This is how I stay true to my promise. I shall love you as much as a friend could.

My lunch is a oversized bowl of red-greenbean paste. How many times must I tell my mother that a very very huge portion of dessert does not equate to a meal???

Also Ash and I just fought over who said hello first on msn. -.-