I remember vaguely how I was shocked when I found out I could come across as rude, because I don't really intend to behave that way, but wow today I realised how it happens.

So i was mildly worried about today's class, which is a 3 hour seminar on Asian Markets. I was one lesson behind, had to appeal for this class and worse still I don't know anybody in it, we had to form groups, and I entered the room 10 minutes late clueless and panting, and I couldn't find a seat. At the corner bend, ( that's how awkward the room was shaped, at the sides theres a tiny L ), there were 2 girls seating with a gap in btwn, but in my blurry constipated mind I assumed they were friends so I asked the girl sittin at the end if I could... 'sit here'. WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME. It din't even occur to me I was was asking her to move her ass away so I could occupy her space. Zomg. The poor girl was shifting and I din't even bother to look at her because my eyes were darting wildly looking for a better seat, which I found right smack in the centre front, and I quickly shifted to with no regard for that super sweet girl, wow it's too rude. I shock myself.

This is so long and uninteresting, um, yea.