On Tuesday i sent my father off. It has become an increasingly intense affair, and I found myself holding back tears.It din't really bother me like that before.



This morning ( Saturday ), we saw Ashlyn off on her way to Perth. She was wearing a black t-shirt, jeans and carrying an oversized backpack and honestly, she looked like a lost kid. When we watched her walk off alone, I realised that in my mind she is still a sec 1 girl who isn't quite capable of taking care of herself. I caught Christine dabbing at her tears, and again, I felt that lump in my throat.

After that Friends of Ashlyn had extended breakfast at Yakun. Everybody knows each other's secrets, because Ashlyn is efficient newspaper. Christine used dark sauce for her eggs and she said 'THE SALTINESS' many times. Christine gave us a lift in her pretty red Peugot and everyone wore their seat belts for the correct reasons.

Haircut at Icon with Eunice, who got her neck shaved like a man. She succesfully got her Hebe cut which left her in high spirits the whole day. I got a fringe which is urgent need of growth, but I am 20 and i shall not mourn over too-short-fringe. All I have to do is avoid the mirror and I will forget.

Eunice came over to my place to wait for the class BBQ. Class BBQ was too much otah, salty prawns,very spicy sambal, lots of sweet drinks, creamy donuts, photo snapping and playing taboo in the playground.

at 1.03 a.m

big casino says:
did u cry
karen go going RSMW RSMW =) says:
erm no la can control
big casino says:
oh ok
karen go going RSMW RSMW =) says:
i just feel lonely
big casino says:
hmm
karen go going RSMW RSMW =) says:
cuz my dad went back too
karen go going RSMW RSMW =) says:
and i am going to cry now

The tears finally came.

A few pictures: